2008

what am i busy with.. i also dunno.. i am just doing what i really like to do.. which is bodybuilding.. cook? yah.. that is my job.. i love cooking too.. but not in the navy.. one more year to go.. n i will be out.. ( hopefully!!!!) i really have no motivation working in the navy.. not that is not good at all.. just dun find any reason to be ... have been sick.. for a while now..
I WANT TO GO BACK TO STUDY!!?!?!?! but where do the money come from.. if next year i really get to get out of here.. what am i to do.. wish that i can just go for study. but.. what about the money?? who will support my family.. ? do i really have to work n study.. i know that i cannot do that.. i dun want to.. that way i will not be able to do my best.. then.. if i just go straight to work in a hotel.. what then.. ??!?! i will take a longer time to get up there!!!!!
NO! i dun wish to stay in this place.. i feel like i am so slack ever since i get into this GREAT navy... get me out someone!!!?!?!?!?!