When there is nothing to blog about.. nothing that seems to be interesting in my life now..
every thing is about work n nothing more.. every thing is about my family..
i lose my self.. not able to do whatever i like.. not able to go where ever i want..
not even know why am i doing this for.. when will i be able to .. live my own life..
the only love n hope i have is from the lord.. Father , God most high..
i dun want anything .. nothing.. i just want to be in his house.. his arms..
everything i do.. is working towards Father now.. he is my motivation.. he is my hope..
he is the one who loves me more then anyone on earth... more then anyone i know..
How i wish i can be right by his side soon.. very soon...
but not now.. there is still lots of things that he want me to do.. not yet.. sadly..
i have to live my life fully... for Lord, Father.. My God .....

CAN ANYONE OUT THERE MOTIVATE ME???
I REALLY NEED THE MOTIVATION NOW???!!!!!!!!!!!!
is the first time in my live .. i lose the motivation to work hard..
what is wrong with me??????????????????????????

Changing!!

ah well .. have not been blogging for weeks liao... haha.. really am tried n busy with work n study.. hmmm.. a friend of mine just went over sea to work.. FOR 2 YEARS!!!!! ahhhhh
i am going to miss her like crazy loh.. hmmm..MMM
time flies really fast .. really..
still do miss ytwo .. but after reading some of their blogs.. haha.. guess they are really doing very well.. YTWO.. JIA YOU!!!
as for me.. my family seems to have big problems .. but non of them want to know.. haiz.. nvm..
well i just do what ever i can loh.. haha.. after all.. this is already my best.. nothing more that i can do mah.. pray that God will do the rest bah..
anyway.. i started to change alot of my thinking .. on life.. haha.. n also on who should i go out with.. hehe.. it seems to me that i am much more happier now.. but still lonely lah..
How i wish that i will meet my right girl soon.. haha.. to share my happiness n joy.. n to be with me when i am down.. hehe...
ah yoh.. nvm.. is just a dream for the time being.. as for now.. is work n study that is the most important.. N ALSO NEVER FORGETTING.. LORD, GOD, MY HEAVENLY FATHER.. hehe
I LOVE YOU.>...